Every time our eyes meet, this feeling inside me is more than i take..

Today was shit to basically sum it up. I haven't been able to concentrate all day which has pissed me off, basically nothings gone my way today. I've been a grumpy shit all day snapping at anything, grr.

Although there was one nice part of the day and that was finding £5 in history. Oh yeh i proposed to Ms Barns today too.

Me and Antoni have a shared hatred for a person we shall call "Beanstalk" as well as some other people, hopefully stuff for both of us will change soon :)

Nothing seems to work out the way i want it to, i have moments of sudden happiness where i think yeah this is going good then as usual nothing. FFS.

Currently listening to: Chicago - You're The Inspiration