Everything is confusing to me. Nothing makes sense anymore.

Last nights dream was an interesting one. Like most of my dreams it was set at Wiseman. This time i was about 10 minutes late for my Ms Somrah Travel and Tourism class, and when i got there she was proper pissed off at me :( So then i walked out of the lesson and found Ria in some mini playground the school had built by the art block. But then this other chick came over to me and started having an argument over my hair, but Ria came in and defended me slapping the girl, thanks for protecting me in my dreams too Ria :)

Bloody Christmas is getting nearer, everyone with their happyness annoys me, whats to be happy about? You buy presents for people at a large cost of money and in return probablly get something lame in return, you have relatives around which you don't get on with, and its just a general shit period of the year when you realise how lonely you are, its no wonder Christmas is the biggest time of the year when people commit suicide.

FFS, i've got some lame TnT coursework to do where i have to go back to the Bridge Hotel.FFS. Me and Antoni were saying we need a seriously good piss up before Christmas so hopefully something will happen this week too. Bah.

Tesco better have Kerrang instore, it finally has some decent posters of Nightwish and Maiden rather than Greenday and My Chemical Gaymance. If I don't find a shop with this magazine, i will be pissed off. :@

Currently listening to: Sonata Artctica - Black Sheep