Goodbye to love

So much for a snow storm. It snowed for like 10minutes then it just melted after an hour :-(

God, i have to try and visit the Bridge Hotel soon, i fucking hate it when school subjects require intereaction with people outside of school, its just a lame gay process that no one in my class likes. Thankfully Somrah is leaving at the end of Jan :D

I think overall my mood from the past few weeks has improved, im not as much reliant on alcohol to try and cheer me up now and im generally happier i guess, which is a good thing. Yesterday we recieved some bad news from Braughton, Nippy, the lovable gardener of Chris' estate for many many many years was found dead in a ditch in the village on boxing day at 10am, and had been there all night. It hasnt quite sunk in yet that hes dead because he was really cool, everyone in the village liked him, and he always used to play cricket with me and let me speed around the vast plains of hampshire in various agriculatural machinary. RIP Nippy [that wasnt his real name btw] I'm going to go down to Hampshire thursday too just to see how everyones coping.

Anyway, heres an interesting quote from Euripides

"Love must not touch the marrow of the soul. Our affections must be breakable chains that we can cast them off or tighten them."

Currently listening to: Rainbow - Since You've Been Gone

I get the same old dreams, same time every night
Fall to the ground and I wake up
So I get out of bed, put on my shoes, and in my head
Thoughts fly back to the break-up

These four walls are closing in
Look at the fix you've put me in

Since you been gone, since you been gone
I'm outta my head, can't take it
Could I be wrong, but since you been gone
You cast the spell, so break it
Oooohhh - Whhooooaaa - Ooooohhh
Since you been gone

So in the night I stand beneath the back street light
I read the words that you sent to me
I can take the afternoon, the night-time comes around too soon
You can't know what you mean to me