fucks sake.

Today was overall crap really, nothing exactly bad happend but it still felt shitty and depressing in some way or another. I baught tickets for some staff play thing on Friday, it should be funny as the legendary Mr Foley will be in it, along with James Meehan (the druggie).

I was thinking today, out of all my guy friends (which in total in our group theres around 6/7 of us) not one of us have a current girlfriend or have came really close to having one - at all. It just goes to show how all hapless we are, as if you compare it to the chav group of guys they probably have had endless girlfriends or whatever chavs have to impregnate as afterall we know girls are attracted to the general prick kind of guy, mine and Antonis research backs this up!

Anyway, moving on from depressing issues to even more sad issues. Cass Rickman's body was found in The Bill today :'( and whats really quite sad is one of her cop friends Nick was about to tell her he loved her when she went missing and was murdered, and then he was the one to find her body.Poor Nick :( I really know i must stop my addiction to The Bill, but its probably the only thing i can be certain of getting happiness these days from, i come home from a shit day of school to have at least an hour to myself on my own, the Bill rocks and if you think otherwise, ill set Ms Barnes on you.

Currently listening to:Aerosmith - Tell Me What It Takes To Let You Go

There goes my old girlfriend, there's another diamond ring
And, uh, all those late night promises I guess they don't mean a thing
So baby, what's the story? Did you find another man?
Is it easy to sleep in the bed that we made?
When you don't look back I guess the feelings start to fade away.
I used to feel your fire
But now it's cold inside
And you're back on the street like you didn't miss a beat, yeah