be young,be foolish.

I went to my beloved Richmond today, but on the way back i stopped off at London Welsh to check tickets for this match they are playing against Plymouth, what a shock i had. I guess i've taken the Twickenham Stoop for granted, as the London Welsh ground was appauling. One half assed stand and a field, the clubhouse was a bit piss poor too. Some of the players were in the bar, so when they saw me in my Quins shirt they must have been thinking i was taking the piss, as Quins are top (obviously) and London Welsh are right at the bottom of the table.

OMG happy Diwali everyone, our favourite time of the year is upon us!

Currently listening to:ACDC - Thunderstruck

Scrummy

HAPPY ME.

Paintballing was cool - from what i experinced of it. Only i could loose my shoe in a crater of mud and miss half of the games! That is what i did... I attempted to walk through this lake of mud but i came out with one less shoe :( So i had to sit out the rest of the game,caked in mud looking like i've been in a rugby match, but my Bath shirt was still looking good :) I got talking this family that went to see a Quins match last season, they are season ticket holders for London Wasps,meh :P

Tomorrow is a cool day,gonna do some shopping followed by watching Cricket/Rugby, that sounds like a plan :)

Mud is evil, they have saturated my Scrum halfness gloves.

Currently listening to:AC/DC - Livewire

7/10

Went Harrow and Ealing today, overall it was good. Some nice Aussies selling paintballing stopped us to do their sales pitch but little did they know we are going to the same place tomorrow :) They both smiled when they saw my Aussie flag on my bag, thats my job done for the day..if only it could attract shielas :(

I think PJs still depressed over Lauren still, he should move on :) He'd be jelous if he knows what im doing Monday...him and his damn internet "girl friends", he should be like me and Antoni..getting out there and meeting people :)

Paintballing tomorrow - kick ass :D

Currently listening to:Deep Purple - Wasted Sunsets

Before the storm

I'm about to head off to the Bridge Hotel on some crappy coursework thing, gah Ms Somrah. It's so lame we have to go to a place of our choice and ask about their policies and all of that rubbish, i have to dress smart too..Iron Maiden shirt,Cargo pants and my studdest wristbands will have to do :) My hair is gay, im not spiking it up in my usual fashion to try and be more low key, but now as my hairs kinda long (Hasn't been cut since July) It looks too emo especially over my eyes...gr

Last night i didn't get much sleep, listening to Sonata Arctica before you sleep is very depressing.

Currently listening to:Within temptation - Angels

You took my heart,
deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they'd turn into real.
You broke your promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.

Edit: The nice reception lady gave me the managers phone number,ill book a visit for tomorrow.meh.

Some very looking emo person was in Westway today, she had the lame blue (normally red for emo) streak in the hair over her eyes, i caught her looking at my bag with my patches...she wanted meh :P

It's gonna take me a lot to take me away from you

I think the love songs are gradually finding their way into my rock playlists now, but love ballads rule. They are so meaningful and there is often a ballad for all the moods you feel, most of them are depressing though, i've been listening to "The very best of hard rock ballads" which is a great album..its not soppy or anything, but the songs in their are very meanigful and relevant..whoa, thats my sales pitch done for the day.

Greenford was full of alternative people today strangely enough, but they were still lame emos, with their "Taking back Sunday" hoodies and crappy hair over their eyes, I kicked their ass for coming onto my patch with my Black Sabbath T shirt and my lovely studded wristbands..(which my parents call a dog collar)

On the Harlequins fan Website theres a guy in a bit of a dilema, visiting his beloved Harlequins or moving to Australia with his girlfriend (whos proberlly fit being as shes Aussie)..i can't believe he'd even considering staying...although they will live in a crap part of Aus (Adelaide) Rugby supporters these days...loving their sport more than their partners :) (See,Quins fans love Australian women, its not just me)

Currently listening to:The Police - Every Breath You Take

The average Joe

Today was an average day, i supassed myself and woke up at a pleasant 12pm...then watched a programme about Guns and Roses which was good, good old Axel, hes class.

My dream was strange last night, it was about this computer game, like one of thise turn based strategys where you command little men...and i was like playing one, building little farms and having little men running around with pitch forks, it was interesting to say the least.

Thats all for today folks.

Currently listening to:Josh Groban - You Raise Me Up

London or bust

Today was awsome, we all went to Camden to start the day which was cool, still plenty of fit grungers around, then we went to Oxford street and found some cool grunge stores before heading off to Buckingham Palace. Just as we got there, we saw Her Majesty and Prine Phillip leaving! What an honor...to see her :)

check my flickr for a lot more cool photos Here

Currently listening to:Scorpians - Winds of change

Evil

My dreams have returned in full flow, so here they are.


Dream 1: Mr Wilkinson is a crap IT teacher

Mr Wilkinson was for some reason was my IT Teacher. He handed us a sheet out for us to record our dreams on (MY perfect homework!) but then he wanted us to draw the emphircal formulae of the dream which i didn't understand...crappy chemistry. Then he started shouting at me for being dumb :(

Dream 2: Jaws

(Even though i didn't watch it last night on BBC1, just looking at the title on the tv guide influenced my dream)

Me and Antoni were living on some holiday isle with plenty of beaches and all that seaside crap when this shark started causing problems and many people started dieing. The government covered it up and said it was just the sea killing them, but i knew different, and in a bid for them to believe this the government began to spray mind control dust onto the people of the island. I had to warn everyone i ran into this shop where i asked this guy how many sharks he'd killed, he said 4. I told him the one i wanted dead was 18ft and he agreed to help me :)

I went home where this chick ive never seen before was sitting in my bed, but it was all good. I saved the day asking the guy from the shop to deal it the shark =)

Some weird dreams there...glad to see them back.

Oh yeh, just time for my little rant. I hate people who use me, theres this certain person i know that always asks me to download songs for her, and when she dosent get her own way she throws a little strop.

Heres the convo we had basically..

Her: Have you heard David Greys new song? You'd like it as its a kinda love song
Me: No.
Her: Would you want to download it to listen to it?
Me: not really
Me: No need to download it anyway..i've found an online streaming video of it [pastes link to site]
Her: Do you like it?
Me: its ok
Her: do you like it enough you'd download it?
Me: no
Her: I weant to Ealing HMV today and it wasn't in
Me: David Greys album is already out... [dumb bitch,obvious lie..i might not like TOTP kinda stuff but im not stupid]
Her: Yeah but im not going to buy it just for one song
Me: Download it .. [gives link to bearshare]
Her: I would if i knew how

This girl will remain nameless, she is very manipulative. Shes all nice to you when she wants something, but when you don't give it to her she can't give a monkeys about anything, i hate people like that.

Currently listening to:Flock of Seagulls - I Ran (So Far Away)(the lyrics of this song mean a lot to me :()

I walked along the avenue.
I never thought I’d meet a girl like you;
Meet a girl like you.
With auburn hair and tawny eyes;
The kind of eyes that hypnotize me through;
Hypnotize me through.

And I ran, I ran so far away.
I just ran, I ran all night and day.
I couldn’t get away.

A cloud appears above your head;
A beam of light comes shining down on you,
Shining down on you.

You look wonderful tonight

Cricket at Wembley was good, i had a so-so day, took two wickets which is meh, and i batted ok...my fielding was of course spot on :)

Whilst we were playing this arab looking chav kept hanging around, he was on his own so we wernt that threatened..but he gave a lap of the place we were playing..watching us..weirdo. Before we saw him a police car drove through the park, which i shouted "OI" at for no reason..i do not know what came over me :(

The Bill was spot on today as ever.

Quins tomorrow,Yay :D

I intercepted my school effort and achievement grades in the post this morning, but i did well, i passed all my courses so far and even got two effort grade 4's =) wee

O, and by the way, me and Antoni have changed our names to Dawn and Patrick in honour of Pjs parents :P

Currently listening to:REM - Loosing My Religion

we're loosing power captain!

My PC is pissing me about again, this time it spontaniously decides to turn itself off.Great. I'll keep my blog post short and sweet day..

Yay, Chris (aka God) has given me his season ticket for Quins for like the remainder of the season,yay for the worlds best record producer!

Currently listening to: AC/DC - Touch too much

At last!

Today i am free! No more school for at least a week and a bit,woo. Time to relax and watch the worlds best programmes, IE Eastenders and The Bill ( me and Antoni are addicted to UKGold) speaking of which, his sky comes tomorrow, hes been talking about it all week so all power to Antoni looking foward to UK Gold :)

Paintballing is all booked now and Pjs dad can take us in his van,weeeeee.

Camden monday,w00t. Time to look for some nice looking grungers,yay.(Might swing by Richmond after to see how the toffs are going,w00t for toffs.)

Currently listening to:Stratovarius-Celestial dream

Here in the Universe I find some things that are so hard to understand
The vastness of space just takes my breath away I see through history
The years they come and go
The seconds that will shape my destiny
The time that we spend here Is precious, that I see so clear
What is our place in here?
What is the meaning of the pain we feel?
Where did all this come from?
The galaxies, the moon the stars, oh I don't know
I really want to know what is the meaning of evolution
They say that we are the crown of all creation
So let's break free from these chains
Of fear, hate and greed
And join together singing our
Celestial Dream Freedom is awaiting
For those who take the path less traveled
And in the end we'll all sing our Celestial Dream

Lonely

These evil EMA people owe me a lot of money now,£150 and rising..but i want it know as im seriously running out of cash. I WANT MY MONEY NOW!!! :@

Apart from the albums i want to buy, i have an extensive list of other stuff i need.

- Kookaburra shoes (Cricket)
- Bath home shirt
- Cricket bag to hold my stuff in
- England rugby new home shirt

that all comes to about £150...grr i want my money.

Last day tomorrow...yay

I worry myself, i found a year 9 girl attractive today..must stop pedo thaughts..i must..
Currently listening to:AC/DC - Back in black

TERRY!

Im sure you are all aware of my love for the bill, its almost a sexual love, but none the less The Bill is kick ass, especially the UK Gold episodes. I saw like one of the most moving programmes today, where this special constable Terry Knowles, who was only in the episodes since last Thursday, but he ruled. He got stabbed today and i was emotionally sad :( Heres some pictures dedicated to Terry.







RIP TERRY! :(:(:(

Now ive got my emotional soap opera stuff out the way, today was kick ass, so much fit girls around today, me and Antoni were in our elements. 2 days of school left too :D

I continue my excellent return to form in cricket taking 3 wickets in the weekly monday cricket match, heres a picture of my brillaint piece of bowling.


M Assefa was clean bowled by the superb bowling of A D Brooks, a brilliant piece of bowling by the burly bowler.

Currently listening to: Iron Maiden - Fear of the dark

Only 3 days left..

..until the start of Half term :) I preety much have my half term planned out already, heres my lovly schedule not that anyone cares

thursday: relaxing day
friday: cricket match w00t
saturday:meh
sunday:meh
monday: camden with my lot
tuesday: meh
wednesday:paint balling
thursday: meet hayley to go to the bridge hotel for crappy and tourism work
friday: meh

Thus concludes my excellent half term plan

Lately i've become emotionaly unstable and i get pissed off very easily over the smallest things and i get into arguments with my parents and i dont back down so theres some full frontal confrantation. Gr.

we are all going to die

Currently listening to:Judas Priest - Worth fighting for

Beware IT Technicans for they carry screwdrivers

My PC has been pissing me about lately, freezing and then making some weird loud noise, so yesterday i decided to open the hatch of my burly beast and see what lay within. The fan unit was coated in dust which was the problem, so after a nice little clean up all was well...until this morning. Fresh from my slumber i turned my pc on to be only confronted by the "disk faliure insert boot disk" message screen, this scared the shit out of me :( So, after some careful IT technicany type skills i found some correct disks and drives, and low and behold my pc returned to its usual self :)

I've done something i havent been doing in a long time - playing PC games. I found myself playing Imperial Glory"> which reminded me of Englands good old days, when we owned the world. Not to let my ancestors down who proberlly killed French people i kept up the family tradition, France is my bitch now :)

Andrew the conquerer
Currently listening to:Coheed and cambria - The suffering

It was AC/DC j00 f00ls

I hope you enjoyed the very meaningful AC/DC title display these past few days, very moving lyrics indeed.

Thank god its the weekend..now i can enjoy 9 hours of cricketing glory on my complete Ashes DVD box set not in the shops, my cricketing contacts rule. Rugby on tonight too, cmon you falcons :) (supports random team due to my lame ass team not being in the premiership)

Half term soon, so far on the agenda we have a trip to Camden and oxford street planned as well as paint balling with a burly group of 10 going, i of course will captain our brigade as i am the leader type :)

Time to listen to more depressing music.

Currently listening to: Within temptation - Memories

Let me put my love on the line

All this cloudy weather is making me depressed as it forces me for some reason to listen to depressive songs that make me ever more sad :(

Thank god its Friday tomorrow..but i got a load of homework to do...grr. Crappy History essay i gotta do now..damn Lord Liverpool and his government. Oh yeh..i saw her again today...the parking attendant of my dreams with her long blonde hair..ah well :(

Still waiting for that certain someone to appear on the scene, no one quiet fits the list i have :(

Currently listening to: (Rob)Halford - She

She is the one who fills my soul
With grace and dignity so rare
A jewel that shines upon her child
And lifts me to a higher place - a higher place

She sang to me before I breathed
Alive inside she gave me life

I felt her heartbeat as if touching mine
The rhythm stays and never leaves
She smiles and warms the coldest of the days
Her soft caress brings peace and hope

And when I'm gone she's always there
To carry me through troubled times
She held me to her simple truth
That all I need is what she gives

If you leave me you'll make me cry,When I think of you saying good bye

Figured out my awsome title lyrics yet and what band they are from? I'll be virtually giving it away with tomorrows title :)

I've been walking home with Stephen for the last 2 weeks or so on most days, the conversations we have...me telling him all my problems and such, poor Stephen :( Poor thing.

Ms Groswell thinks i need to see someone about the dreams im having as they arent normal...lately they've been subdued,but still weird...last night me and antoni enjoyed the wonders of the HMV Sale where i baught a Maiden DVD for only 70p..bargain!

Still no nice looking grungers around...i must broaden my search, me and Antoni are planning on looking for some, PJ will proberlly go...but hes too emo at the moment to be considered a grunger..hes more like an emo chav if one such hybrid exists.

Currently listening to: Within Temptation - Angels [Sharon del adel is buff :)]

You're the one I've waited for,I need your love more and more

Im not one to write big articles...but Antoni sad somethign to me a few days ago about myspace which changed my thinking a lot about the site.

Myspace is a less chavier version of Face pic and is also generally better,I've been going on there for about what must be coming up to 4 months. When i first signed up it was preety cool..interesting people and stuff..but recently i've noticed how lame it really is. Why?

1. Attention seekers are in their thousands
2. Comment whores demanding people stare at their pictures
3. Lame pictures staged just for myspace (not talking one ot two..just all of their directory full of fake poses)
4. People seem to desperatly try to add as much people as they can, i mean..what person in real life has over 1000+ friends? its sad
5. Myspace are sell outs,as Myspace was bought by The Fox News network for $580 million..commerical retards.
6. People think they care about them just because they leave nice comments trying to make the person feel special and unique,myspace is anythign but..the guy/girl would do that to basically everyone on their list..sucking up
7. Girls/guys say how ugly they are just to get someone to say something along the lines of "awww hunni i think your cute"

The most funniest thing about myspace is the pictures...heres some basic pictures (taken from peoples accounts) heres some basic ones you'd find anywhere


Most common lame myspace picture, someone too dumb to realise theres a timer on their digital camera.


Changing the colour or contrasts is common on myspace as it masks any facial spots,acne ect..


The girls who do these kind of pics are attention seekers, who want us to think they are hot and sexy when they are really slutty.

Thus concludes my tour of myspace. I'll proberlly delete my account of a humble 19 friends soon...but i might keep it as there are SOME decent people on myspace..not the lame ones

Currently listening to:Nightwish - Elvenpath

She had the face of an angel,Smiling with sin,The body of Venus with arms

My subject headings will be having a specific theme this week, if anyone guesses the band they are from..err..they win a cookie :) (cookie might resemble an E-Cookie,which might resemble an email saying congratulations you guessed right)

Last night there was the kick ass programme "a new life down under" where a punch of poms (english people) move to OZ. The family involved in this weeks one lived in the middle of nowhere..so they decided to move to a village in Tasmania, an Island off Aussie. The family was a family of 3...oldish parents and a dorky 15..long story short...the dorky 15 year old became good friends with this aussie chick who for me had all the check lists, so he decided to write a love letter to her about how he felt for her..and the deepest thing is they had the camera on the girl when she read it and she rejected the guy :( Random..but i thaught i'd share it.

My AC/DC badge came in the post today ^_^ no doubt Mr Coleman will be impressed.

In my dream last night i got my friend steven shot by police...god im a nice friend =)

In other random news, i think its time i found a grunger girl :( where to find one...

Currently listening to:Nightwish - Nemo

Fear through the eyes of madness

Typical sunday..nothing much going on, with the highlight of the day probably chipping my cricket ball into my neighbours garden with a sweep shot..i know...the fun never stops at my house =)

Another week of crappy school lay ahead, why can't it just be cancelled :( At least i have a nice big juicy double free period as well which moulds into break and lunch,so thats a few hours away from the place.

Currently listening to: Air Supply - All out of love

I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right, believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that
I was so wrong

EDIT
Some retarded girl i don't even know who i only spoke to like..once..2 months ago suddenly came out the blue...


I am a says:
will u b my bf
Andrew// says:
No
I am a says:
u got a mobile number
Andrew// says:
Yes but not for you
I am a says:
so will u go out with me
I am a says:
plz
Andrew// says:
NO
I am a says:
could we mee upt somehow
I am a says:
cos i rlly like u
I am a says:
cum on
I am a says:
plz
I am a says:
go out with me
I am a says:
lets give it a go
Andrew// says:
Your fucked up

The scary thing is..it wasn't a joke...fucking weird bitch!

I need someone to show me the things in life that I can’t find

Today i've been in a kinda distruntled mood all day and i don't know why...i hate it when your like pissed off/sad/annoyed about something and you can't understand why.

Me and Antoni being the crazy Eastenders fans we are have come up with some alterations to Wiseman, with the actors from Eastenders replacing teachers. So far we have:

Reception: Pat Evans and Trevor Mcdonald
Canteen: Trevor Morgan and Ian beale
Music: Iron maiden and Elton John
Phycology: Keith Miller
Careers/PSHE: Jim Branning and Patrick
Drama: Alfie Moon and Pauline Fowler
Deputy Heads: Graham Norton,Rowan Atkinson,Margert thatcher,Daffyd Thomas
Head of 6th form: Johnaton Ross
PE Department: Minty and Gary

sad i know..but...we love Eastenders :)

Currently listening to:ACDC - Dirty deeds done dirt cheap

One day...

Thank god its Friday..this week has been so long and crappy. Nothing really interesting happend..the usual stuff..although according to Mekuria two passer by hot looking women said they liked my hair...w00t

At least its getting colder and stuff now..time for a nice cold change =)

I haven't listened to my beloved down under song for ages now...i feel sorry for it being pushed to the back of my playlist :( Ah well...ive played it like 800 times according to my audioscrobbler or whatever its called thingy..so theres plenty more time left for my metal to be played :)

However one thing i am keen to reinstate is my love song weekends...non stop loveage.

Currently listening to:UB40 - Baby i love your way

Thy weekend is dawning upon us soon

Tomorrow is Friday, and im so looking foward to it...This weeks been sooo tedious and dull...although its had some nice features...i just want it to be over with :) At least when i get home Friday afternoon i'll have the whole house to myself as everyones buggered off on holiday or working...so i can build myself a comfort fort and play all my music really loud to piss my neighbours off :)

I never realised how cool Mr Coleman was...he always had an ok status with me, but his music taste is preety good...he acknowledges my ACDC patch on my bag as well =) He was actually a drummer and had his own band :)

I found a weird blood stain on my shirt and i don't think its my blood...as i don't have any cuts...maybe im on some kind of man period :O i have been preety grumpy and mood swingly lately..explains a lot.

Currently listening to:ACDC - Touch Too Much [AS recommended by the one and only LIONEL COLEMAN]

where is my blonde parking attendant..

In my dream last night i stabbed Jason Hogan in the chest with a kitchen knife in tutor as he stole my seat...thats what you'll get if you take my stuff :) When i told him about the dream..he looked scared...i'd be too if you were one of my friends, as you'd most likely be in my dream..and you'd die.

Currently PJ leads the tally of most deaths, with shot,stabbed,falling from a tree and having a heart attack being his most common demises. Antoni has only died once :) Ive been killed a few times..

These paddys that have taken over my house have actually done a preety good job...the patio and drive way now look preety good...well done paddys :)

In your face Bedford

Currently listening to:Joy Divison - Love will tear us apart

Trescothick returns to form

Even though Antoni wasn't in today i did cricket with some other people and i had a nice return to form, taking 5 wickets and smashing a blistering 35 runs as well as some nifty Paul Collingwood like fielding. Jason Hogan tried showing off saying he used to play cricket with a semi professional, along comes the humble Andrew and removes him with the second ball of my spell :) I hope the England selectors were watching.. =P

Schools gay..too much work..can't be arsed to do any of it...

My Iron Maiden badge arrived from ebay...its kick ass :) I think im becoming addicted to ebay now..my dads stopped me from buying stuff...curse him.

My house is being taken over by a load of Paddy builders putting a new patio down, but there preety funny in their Irish ways, and there not cowboy builders as i first thaught...so to entertain them i opened my window and played some delightful Flogging Molly =)

Currently listening to:ACDC - Let me put my love into you ( =O quite suggestive )

You may have won this round

OK, so during our uber free period me and some friends decided to do some cricket, and i wasn't like my usual self as i wasn't on form which isn't like me, now Antoni thinks he's Freedy Flintoff but he overlooked i took 2 wickets. Tomorrow is a rematch, im going to kick his ass so badly. I must get into the zone and relax, then tomorrow it will be an all round display to make Trescothick proud :) YOU WILL NOT WIN ANTONI!!

I hope my acdc/Maiden badges i ordered from Ebay come soon, i need to show them in Antoni's face to show i won them and he didn't :)

I tried to steal a travel and tourism textbook today, but p21 is guarded by some woman, incidently she is the keeper to my ema money..shes the person that will process my letter when i get it...EMA people owe me 90 quid :D

Currently listening to: Flogging Molly - Irish Pub Song

At last!

I had a good dream last night :)

Basically me,PJ,Gauci and Andrew M were in perivale park walking along looking at trees and shit, when all of a sudden Joe Gauci turned really angry towards us. He started beating us all up...but i managed to run home and lock the door. He was following me so i had to leave my house so i dived into this other persons home to call the police but Gauci was already there hiding. The police turned up and arrested Gauci. The next day i went back to school and it was Christmas break (the last day of school) and a few people were saying their goodbyes as they were dropping out. Then these two hot chicks were standing in our school handing leaflets out,me and mekuria kept going walking past them..

Cool dream...it has a long way to go before its back to normal though.

Grr school tomorrow...the weekend should be made longer :@

Currently listening to:Coheed and Cambria- A Favor House Atlantic

I'm at the thin line between love and hate

Went to Quins today, and it made a nice change that we won for a change allbeit in divison 1. I'm going to be on The Rugby Club Thursday at 6pm i think...it could be the show Total Rugby but i don't know...as i don't think they cover ND1.

I need to have a good dream soon, i haven't had one in ages! Its annoying, i miss waking up and having a kick ass dream, hopefully one will come along soon..or there will be trouble.

Richmond so badly kicks ass, which is why i wan't to live there when im older. It's non chavy,full of graffiti,has nice surroundings as well as loads of famous people living there. Today i could have visited Pete Townsend of the Whos house today as we are good friends with him, he has such a kick ass house with a view of the whole of London.

I hope PJ stops being Emo and really lame as its pissing me and Antoni off loads now..he dosen't tell his friends about his stupid emo rejection from this girl but he feels the need to tell people on the lame Myspace..lame lame lame!

Currently listening to:Aerosmith - Tell Me What It Takes To Let You Go