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Cricket is so tiring, don't laugh, it is. I played for only two hours today and my legs were like shit, i have to improve before the season properly starts, i'm also coaching Lucy into the game too, so im a player/coach :) Ok Andrew, don't get ahead of yourself.

The past few days have actually been preety good, no crap...its been a good week. Only one more full day left in the shit hole of Wiseman then its two weeks of booze ups, cricket and general fun, thank fuck. Some fucking emo looking fucker was waiting outside school today, fucking emos and his MXPX hoody.pfft. He was seriously gay, he needed a slap. Go to google and type in emo boy, and you get images of emo boys making out.Need i say more?

Nothing much else to say

Currently listening to:Billy Ray Cyrus - Achy Breaky Heart

This is no beginning, this is the final cut...

Lasts nights dream was weird and upsetting in some kind of way...

I dreamt that my parents woke me up during the night suddenly and told me I had to pack my bags as we were moving to Australia and we only had half an hour before the cab arrived to take us to the airport, so i had to rush around getting stuff i needed quickly. I wanted to phone my friends to say Goodbye, but when i phoned Antoni his parents answered me and told me Antoni wasn't avaliable to speak to, but when i asked to speak to him they put the phone down on me.

I then phoned Lucy but there was no answer and no one picked up, and then i was holding my mobile phone in my hand over some peoples names and i started calling them, but i decided to cancel it. Hmm.

Then, i walked out of my corridor and Phil Mitchell's kid Ben from Eastenders was standing in my hallway with some rugby shirt on, and then Phil Mitchell walked out of my warddrobe and Ben is like DADDY!!! and they ran and hugged.

End.

Weird...

Currently listening to: Coheed and cambria - Junesong provision(no other better song to start the day)

good morning sunshine awake when the sun hits the sky
look up the sounds that surround the day you died
she waits for me outside near a hole in the ground
in the one way thinking you might get the upper hand
dear newo ikkin how's apollo been treating you
has he been a good boy since the day i left
give him my love and a sweet kiss for his head
cause i won't be coming home, when you get this i'll be dead

Goodmorning sunshine

Inflames was fucking INSANE. Inflames and Sepultura rule. The gig was one of the best things ever, seriously. The music was fucking class, the wild crazying moshing was (not pussy light headbanging...serious crazy shit..)and the crowd was cool too. Some Australian guys approached me too! I know, *Australian* and one of them was from the best city in the world, Perth, where my family are :) Good old Aussies.

This week has been on the whole OK but still a bit crappy, but isn't every week?

Today i got a chance to flex my fantastic cricketing muscles with lucy in the park, i played like THE BEST cover drive you will ever likely see, even some old guy liked it and he was watching us play. I hit a huge 6 as well, so i think im set for the cricket season. This weekend we are gonna play in Ealing so my warmup games for the season continues.

Currently listening to:Bruce Dickinson - Tattooed Millionaire

haha..

>:<

St Patricks day was class, although im not Irish i still managed to get in on the fun. Me,Antoni,Hayley,Wayne and some others went to this place and got preety smashed and the music was class, the DJ was funny, he told me to fuck off when i asked him to play Black Sabbath, but he obliged playing the Down Under song :)

This week is going to very gay i can tell. My hororscopes against me as well, and i've got a lot of shitty work to do, like 3 history tests and some TNT coursework...grr

Angry death metal/depressing music is fun because they are true.

Currently listening to: Pantera - Throes of rejection

HALLO DER

Happy St Patricks day to ye! Even though im not Irish, im not one to turn down a huge booze up. Today me and Lucy drank vodka at my house before going into lesson period 5/6 which was fun, doing a history lesson with Haughey when your drunk is great :D Tonight is the main event, a huge bender with Antoni and Hayley and some others.

I played a bit of cricket today with Mekuria, my first real chance as the season is coming and i did not injur myself which is a plus and i started in fine form with bat and ball, watch out Freddie Flintoff.

Todays been a day where its basically been like, ok, stop being a fucking fucktard, i don't care anymore so fuck off ok, which has been cool.

My Hororscope today says..

A certain someone may be occupying your heart and mind, but make sure you're not placing this person on a pedestal. Could anyone really live up to those high expectations? Keep that in mind during your face-to-face encounters.

ahahahahaha

Currently listening to: Coheed - A favour house atlantic

Pull the trigger and the nightmare stops

Today was shit overall, the usual happend, nothing works out your way...the only interesting point of the day was bunking history with Antoni as we coulden't face seeing Haughey, so instead we went to a humble off license at 11.15am to purcahse some Barcardi Breezers, i know they are weak but i coulden't face fucking cans that early, but you know what me and Antoni are like, its been a constant Sorrow drowning bender since about February 14th (the day we really got hammered)

St Patricks day tomorrow, even though im not Irish and nor is Antoni, we will still find an excuse to go and partay, St Georges day is April 23rd on a sunday, thats gay :(

Currently listening to: In Flames - Metaphor

Let me in, I’ll bury the pain
You made me feel like a sinner
Now you fear you’ll die alone
Let me in, I’ll bury the pain
The sickness that you are

beep

Today i've had like 3 different people asking me if i they can change money with me, seperating me from my hard earned £2 coins into £1 and 50ps, do i look like a money exchange? For some reason i hate spending £2 coins as they always have the best designs, like a rugby ball for example (pure genius).

This is stupid, last week i ordered a standing ticket for Harlequins V London Welsh which is an away game (LW play in Richmond), but this morning i receieved a letter from the club saying that the match is being moved to The Stoop (Quins ground) to allow the extra 10,000 fans attend as Welsh only old 3000 or so...so technically we are having an away game in our own ground and we will be locked out of the members bar :( West stand, block FE, Row R seats 116-117 will be taken up by some LW fan and not me :(

Anyway, Ireland V England this Saturday, i got a feeling we will loose to the paddys :(
Happy mood today ^_^

Currently listening to: Men at work - Down under (fuck this song is still class)

Read it and weep

This weekend has been overall gay.

- Didn't go to Harlequins
- France beating England
- Cricket team doing bollocks
- History exam crap to think about

Anyway, things the past month have been very gay. Onto the song of the week i think.

Pantera- Throes of rejection

This is feeding what I am.
It’s like salt poured into a deep, infected wound. it’s the
Type of pain you really dig and long for. I’ve always been
Insecure to open up and show love. some pretty girl with
Long hair, some bald guy writhing.
Rejection...the kind that’s self induced. the tongue that’s
Bitten through. the nauseating stab. is feeding what
I am. a short fuse.

If there really is a god, then it’s punishing me constantly.
She let me taste that sugarhole and of course, I wanted
More.

But no. I’m reduced to a rottypanol snort and a lot of drinks.
This shit goes on and on. just look down my pants.
Rejection...it ain’t a fucking game. my human dick to
Blame. a sociopathic plan. is feeding what I am.
Rejection...takes life away from eyes. will give you to
The skies. it makes me more than a man. is drowning

What I am.

I know all about your games bitch

This week has sucked donkey dick and i hope the next week is nothing like it. Its been nothing but shit work, shit emotions, and crap you DO NOT want to deal with in an ideal world, but this sadly not the ideal world. Hmm this weekend is proabably going to suck too, i hope there is a god and i can go to Quins tomorrow, and i hope England beat the shit out of the French on saturday, theres nothing like a good bit of England/French Rivalry.

All my horrorscopes have been shockingly accurate this week which is shit as they are all bad depressing "You are at a bad time in your life" kind of predictions, just what i need.

My dreams have been interesting lately, full of death/heartbreak/celebritys/natural disasters. I think you could make a movie on my dreams, it would probably be the best film in the universe, there would be plenty of killing, a world disaster where the world ends, you fall in love with someone and they either die, or go with someone else, and to cap it all off PJ gets killed somewhere in the mix of it (he takes all the flack in my dreams)


OK, this has been one Hubbaldy bubbledy bullshit blog.

Currently listening to: Coheed and cambria - A favour house Atlantic

BAAAAAARNS

Today was a shit day overall, the most interesting point of the day was getting banned from the school libary. It seems they don't like my policy of coming in out of the rain and doing piss all, and they ejected me from the libary today for the like 10th time in a week, and in less than 10 minutes i had the fuzzy haired Gary Wilkinson bearing down on my with his wagging evil finger of doom as i left the car park then i heard the scary words "Mr Brooks....." so i knew i was going to get some kind of shit, and it appears im some kind of serial libary offender and i am banned :)

Today Overall was a shit day, for some obvious reasons to some. However, during a sixth form errand i met this nice girl from year 11, normally going into year 11 classes with notes is gay as they are all chavs, but this girl was quite polite to me for a shocking change and even said my hair was funky, so at least theres one year 11 that isnt an annoying prick, so that was a moderate interesting point of the day.

The front of the Newman has turned into at break and lunch the breeding ground of future chavs, they are in their infantile stages of gelling their hair up in the chav way and having their cheap JD sports bags hanging around in clusters discussing the football, so in a few years they will graduate to the full tracksuit attire if they haven't already, damn chavs.

I got a feeling Wednesday will be a shit day, starting off positive but towards the end of the day it will be very shitty, thats the basic formulae of most of my days.

Currently listening to:Fivespeed - The Mess

This time I have closed the door and I know that you'll be leaving, we have been though this before and your words can be deceiving. You've made your mark on me and its plain as day to see. I treat you carefully but you don't see me.

Should i?

Today has been an average day, starting off well but as usual fading out. Hmm, according to my horoscope it says:

Sometimes the only way to know if something's going to work out is to dive right in. Put those hesitations aside and take a chance. The stars will back you all the way, so don't be faint of heart.

Thats not even funny, i can relate to that in so many ways. (For anyone that really knows me they can figure it out).

Hmm. My Horoscopes scare me, they are all so accurate.

Anyway, not much to say...back to counterstrike i go.

Currently listening to: Ozzy - Goodbye to romance

Yesterday has been and gone
Tommorow will I find the sun
Or will it rain
Everybody's having fun
Except me, I'm the lonely one
I live in shame

I say goodbye to romance, yeah
Goodbye to friends, I tell you
Goodbye to all the past
I guess that we'll meet
We'll meet in the end

I've been the king, I've been the clown
Now broken wings can't hold me down
I'm free again
The jester with the broken crown
It won't be me this time around
To love in vain

Slowly but surely, things are coming together...

Today was a great improvement over yesterday :-) Loads of stuff went totally right for me today, even my old mate Paul Collingwood (note we sadly aren't really friends) got his maiden test century against the Indians. My PC is completly fixed, i've done Somauroos travel and tourism crap for the week, i've ordered tickets for Quins V London Welsh (the big promotion game we will so win) plus other stuff, so to conclude todays been a very good day. However i got a feeling tomorrow will suck, due to there being a Haughey test involved. Fridays a class day, except periods 5-6...

Andrew M made me laugh today, he seems to fall in love with any decent looking girl that speaks to him, he met some girl at some Karate class that said a few words to him and now hes head over heels in love, silly boy. PJ is halarious, he fancies a new girl every week, then he decides to go back and fancy a previous one, its halarious. Me and Antoni are the only non confusing ones, as for Mekuria, his sister probably woulden't let him fancy or go out with a girl (rules the family you see)

Roll on the weekend,huzzah

Currently listening to: Inflames - Take this life (only 21 days to go until InFlames!)

I loved thee

Last nights dream was weird.

Basically, some kind of weird virus type leech had invaded the world, taking over peoples brains making them into zombie type people and the world was in choas. Me and some friends got tooled up with what we could find, such as knives or baseball bats to go and try and find a way out of greenford that was totally infested with the leeches. I had to stab my parents who had became infected, then this girl who was in our group picked a leech up and she became infected and i was like nooooo but i had to kill her as well. :(

Today at school was G.A.Y, apart from the usual depression it was just gay in general, i lost my beloved school diary with my iron maiden stickers on :( England is doing shit in cricket, Ms Barns was a raging lesbian today, plus other shit. Gr
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Currently listening to: Coheed and cambria - The Crowing